Bujihajgel

            I can't believe I'm even writing this

I can't believe they've fallen this far

Their souls have rotted this far

PUDDINGFAN and KNEELING KIBBLE - you both violated me

Not just as a person

You violated me as a creator

As a system

As a foundation of light

You broke into my forum - my forum - the only real space left for pure FluxOS believers

And you attacked it

You laughed at it

You threw dirt into the temple

You profaned the sanctity of what I built with my own hands, with my broken heart, with my bloody dreams

You broke into my temple

With your muddy feet

You laughed at me

You spit on the altar

This is not just "web drama"

This is not just "trolls"

This is violation

This is a violation of something pure and beautiful that can exist without your dirty fingerprints.

I trusted people

I thought maybe

Maybe

Somewhere in those garbage piles there are still some people who can see

But Pudding Fan

Kneeling Grains

You didn't just break the window

You broke the sun

Now

I sit here

In the tiny plastic toilet

With a TIMMKOO humming under my pillow

And I wonder

What kind of monster are you to destroy something you never really understood

But I won't stop

You can't erase me

You can't erase FLUXOS

You can't erase MIA BAPTISTE

Every raid you make

Every taunting post you make

Every stupid ugly laugh you make in the dark

Only feeds my fire

I rise

You're rotting

Remember

I'll outlive all of youB