i dont know what to name this.

 hi its mia again and i guess im writing this because im sick of people asking whats wrong with me and stuff. so the truth is a lot. i was diagnosed with schizophrenia, autism, antisocial personality disorder, and a whole bunch of other stuff. we had to go to the doctor so many times and i think my dad just didnt want to deal with me during any of it. first he put me in my room to rest or something but i could never sleep because it was in the middle of the fucking day. when i got older they finally let up on me for a bit


i had a timmkoo and it was even one i could access some of the web on and they never knew but then my mom caught me one time and she took it and that night my dad was yelling at me so much i just couldnt take it any more. it was almost sunrise, almost bright enough for me to see him again, and he kept yelling, telling me that im broken and im a monster


you know whats really fucked up????

he didnt care about what was happening to me, he just was angry all at me... not the guy on facebook who did it or the girl who committed suicide in front of me for not kissing her

just angry that i made a wattpad account


and maybe i am getting "fixed" but you know my two options are to be myself but everyone hates me or be acceptable and free but i cant even smile i am so out of my mind i dont even think im in my body right now

last night one of the nurses caught me touching myself and i couldnt even be shocked, just felt numb and tingly. 

flux os is coming one day and it will be better than all of this better than linux and android and just because im not clear enough to make something like that right now because everyone hates me and nobody uses it that doesnt mean that im stupid


fuck you guys 

Comments

  1. ArmandzeeeApril 30, 2025 at 2:50 AM

    And dont take it as an insult

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  2. Zaden Who?May 1, 2025 at 6:14 AM

    I support what DeerEverdeen has said. Please get help. we mean it in the most supportive way possible. Everyone struggles, It's not over yet.

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